“What fucked me up the most is when it would rain or when they would cut the grass around the jail, we could smell the rain or the fresh-cut grass through the vents. I laid there just wishing I could go mow the grass outside.

I found that the worst part of being locked up is you are deprived of all of your senses. You taste horrible things, you smell horrible things, you feel horrible things, you hear horrible things, and see horrible things, all around it’s a horrible place to be. And it’s really had to truly understand that unless you have been locked up.”