"TIL Caffeine is the coffee plant's natural defense mechanism. It leaches into the surrounding soil as leaves from the plant drop and are decomposed into the soil. Since caffeine is toxic to other plants, it prevents other plants from growing around the coffee plant and competing for sunlight."
Karen would like to speak to the manager about your post.
I didn't even read the whole thing you posted and after the first two lines from you all I can tell is you need help. Whatever hurt you is bad enough to need a councilor and a good night sleep. What the F are you even talking about?