"Trying to be more mature.Since childhood, I prided myself on being an extremely smart person who was above things like “cartoons” and “playing.” Of course, I still liked those things, but I desperately tried to hide it even though literally nobody actually cared.
While everyone my age was dashing to tab away from p*rn, I was tabbing away from Minecraft Let’s Plays.Even though I’m older now and know that people don’t care, I still find myself tabbing away from cartoons and pausing games when people try to see what I’m doing. That instinct is still there. I usually just force myself to resume what I was doing, but I feel like I’d be better off if I didn’t have the desire to prove myself to others as a kid."
Never too late to do something new though.
you're better off.. college doesn't teach anything important now. i have a BA and inflation is kicking my accounting degree to the curb. i barely make more than a walmart peon.