"27.
Worried about my future, feel like my life has been wasted so far and that I’m going to wake up tomorrow and I’ll be 80 and nothing will have changed in my life and I’ll have just spent my life rotting in this stank @$$ horrible limbo I’m trapped in."
it's okay. not everyone can commit to things or believe in something bigger than their own tiny brains that are extremely flawed.
religiots are so easy to trigger, cheesuhs is only fantasy, like saruman (not counting the gardener from mexico)
SJeezus probably existed, and was probably a great illusionist.
Meditate on this Burt and Sibbie - you are the rich man in this account.
We will see eventually. You might be surprised. Maybe in advance you could check the work of Lee Strobel.